CHAPTER 31
It’s been a month since you and JB started to date yet you still didn’t give him your answer. JB on the other hand, understand your feelings and patiently waiting for you.
One Saturday night. As you and Jiyeon were watching TV, Jiyeon started to feel a hurt inside her chest. You lighly shook her shoulder, “You okay?” you asked.
“Get me a drink unnie, I feel weird. I can’t breath.” her expression was hard to explain. You rushed to the kitchen and get her a drink.
As you went back, you immediately handed it to her as she quickly took and drink it. “Feel better now?” you asked as you watched her drinking.
Jiyeon breath in and out, “Better.” she whispered as she handed the glass back to you.
You let out a sigh of relief, “That’s good to here.” you said as you took the glass and palced it back to the kitchen.
Jiyeon placed her hand to her chest, *What’s happening to me lately?* she deeply thought.
“You should go and rest now.” you said. You went back to Jiyeon. She look up as she nodded, “Uh-oh.. Goodnight unnie.”
“Goodnight.”
---
After that night, Jiyeon started to feel that feeling day by day. She slowly became thin but she didn’t even bothered.
You and JB continously dating each other and so did Myungsoo and Jiyeon. Myungsoo started to feel hurt everytime he saw you with JB. You on the other hand, trying to forget Myungsoo through dating JB.
One night, Myungsoo was lying on his bed deeply in thought. He was thinking about his real feelings towards you. He thought it one by one.
1. He’s happy when he’s with you.
2. He didn’t get bored when he’s with you unlike Jiyeon.
3. He loves to see your smile.
4. He felt comfortable with you.
5. You made his heart fluttered.
“That’s enough! I’ve finally know what I really feel towards her.” Myungsoo whispered as he grabbed his phone to make a phone call with you.
CHAPTER 32
“Yeoboseyo?” you picked up your phone when you heard it ringing. “Jooyeon-ah!” you heard Myungsoo shouted.
You take your phone away from your ear as you close your eyes because of the loud sound coming from it. You placed it back to your ear, “Yah! Kim Myungsoo, why are you shouting?! I can hear you okay..” you said.
“Uh.. Mianhe..” he apologized. “Okay, so why did you call all of a sudden?” you asked. “Um.. Let’s meet tomorrow at 7pm, at the park. I have something important to tell you.” he replied.
“Why don’t you tell it now?” you asked. “I can’t. No snap that, I don’t want to. I want to tell you personally.” he said.
“Okay then.” you said. “Okay. See you tomorrow. Bye and goodnight. Sweet dreams.” with that, he hang up.
You staredat you phone, raising an eyebrow. *Weird.*
---
Next day came. You still thinking on what will Myungsoo going to tell you. You couldn’t help but to have a deeply thought.
Jiyeon stared at you, blankly. “Unnie, gwenchana?” hse asked. You snapped out your thought and stared at her, “Uh-oh.. Ne, gwenchana.” you said.
When the clock stops at 6:30pm, you started to get ready and went to the park.
---
JB visit to your house to ask you to go out. “Uh.. Mianhe JB but unnie is not here. She said, she has something important to do.” Jiyeon said as he open the door for him.
“Uh-oh..” JB nodded in understanding. “Do you know what hour she will back?” JB asked once more. Jiyeon shook her head, “Sorry but no.” she replied with a low voice.
“Uh.. I should go now then.” JB said as Jiyeon weakly nodded. JB turned around to leave when he suddenly heard a gasped. He turned back and saw Jiyeon dropped on the floor holding her chest.
He rushed to her, “Gwenchana?” he asked. Jiyeon didn’t replied but fainted to his arms. “Jiyeon-ah, wake up. Wake up!” JB shook her.
---
“Why is he taking so long?” you whispered as you were waiting for Myungsoo to come.
You glance down to your watch, “It’s already 7:30 but he’s not here yet.” you whispered, a bit pissed.
Suddenly, you saw a familiar figure running towards you. You immediately stood up, “Yah! Why are you late? It’s already 7:30, you know that?! Can you just tell me now! I want to go home now!” you said to Myungsoo as he was trying to catch up his breath.
“Mianhe.” he whispered. “So what do you want to say?” you asked. “Um..” he started.
Suddenly, your phone rang that interrupt Myungsoo’s sentence. “Wait up!” you said as you pulled out your phone and answered it.
“Yoboseyo?” you said. Your expression becane down, “Mwo?!” your eyes widen in horror. “Okay. I’ll be ther in 10 minutes.” with that, you hang up.
“What’s going on?” Myungsoo asked, worried. “JB called me and he said, Jiyeon fainted. She’s in the hospital right now. I need to go.” you said.
“I’ll go with you.” he said. You nodded, “Let’s go. Palli!” you said as both you two rushed to the hospital.
CHAPTER 33
“Where is she?” you asked JB as you and Myungsoo arrived at the Hospital. “Inside.” JB nodded the way.
“What was the doctor said?” you asked once more. “The doctor still didn’t come out yet.” JB replied.
Just then, the doctor came out. You rushed to him as JB and Myungsoo followed. “Who’s Ms. Park guardian?” the doctor asked.
“I’m her sister.” you said. The doctor looked at you, “Yeah I can see.” he said when he saw a resemblance between the two of you.
“How’s my sister?” you snapped. “Uh yeah. About her condition, did she always feel a weird feeling inside her chest?” the doctor asked as you nodded.
“How long?” the doctor asked again. “It’s been a month since she started to feel it.” you replied.
The doctor let out a sigh, “Why didn’t she visit hospital immediately? Now, her condition started to get down.” the doctor said.
“What? Wait.. What her condition any way? Is she sick? Is it serious?” you asked continously. “Actually, she has heart disease. She’s been having this disease in the past 3 months.” the doctor said.
Your eyes widen in horror, “What? Heart disease? It has a cure right? Tell me doctor, she can survive right?” you asked. “I’m sorry but only a heart transplant can revive her.” with that, the doctor left.
Your legs became weak as you suddenly sat on the floor. Myungsoo and JB stooped down at you, “Jooyeon-ah..” Myungsoo whispered.
“Why her? She’s the only person in my life. Wae?” you whispered as your tears starting to fall from your eyes.
You stood up and rushed to Jiyeon’s room. You saw her silently sleeping on the bed. You sat to the chair next to her. Your tears didn’t stopped flowing through your cheeks.
“Jiyeon-ah..” you whispered. Myungsoo and JB looked at you, worried. JB was about to approach you but Myungsoo stopped him, “Let her be with her sister.” he said to JB. JB didn’t protest anymore as they went out from the room and wait outside.
Hours later, Myungsoo and JB went in. They saw you already sleeping while your head resting at the edge of the bed as Jiyeon still didn’t awake.
You felt a light tap to your shoulder. You slowly open your eyes abd saw Myungsoo and JB looking at you. “Go home now. I’ll take care of her.” Myungsoo said. You tiredly nodded.
“JB, please take her home.” Myungsoo said as JB nodded. With that, JB help you stood up as the two of you took the way to yoir way home.
CHAPTER 34
Another month had passed. You, Myungsoo and JB are busy taking care of Jiyeon and looking for a heart transplant.
Still, no heart available yet.
Still, Jiyeon was unconcious.
Still, tears didn’t stop flowing down to your cheeks day by day.
One day, you visited Jiyeon to the hospital with some fruits with you. Right after you open the door, a sight of Myungsoo feeding Jiyeon was the first scene you saw.
You could see a smile on your sister’s face. You let out as sigh as yous lowly closed the door, didn’t want to interrupt them.
Instead you sat at the waiting chair outside the room until you fall asleep.
Suddenly, you felt someone gently shook you. You slowly open your eyes and saw a sight of JB’s face. “Uh.. JB.” you whispered.
“What are you doing here outside?” he asked he sat next to you. “Uh-oh..” you lowered your head, “I don’t want to disturb them.” you whispered.
He let out a sigh, “You look tired. Cone on, I’ll take you home.” he said. You slowly nodded, “I’ll check her room furst. Wait here.” you said.
JB nodded as you headed to the room. Jiyeon was already fall asleep as Myungsoo was sadly staring at her while stroking her hair.
You then closed the door again and take your way to JB. “Let’s go.” you said. JB followed you.
---
Both you and JB take a bus to your way home. It was a silent the whole ride.
When the bus suddenly stopped on your hometown, you two get off from the bus and started to walked to your way home.
---
“Are you sure you okay?” JB worriedly asked. You slowly nodded. JB showed you a small smile, “I should go now.” he turned around and was about to leave when you suddenly called him.
“JB-ah!” you called. He stopped and turned back to you, “Gomawo.” you said. He smiled, “You know that I will do anything for you.” he said.
“Mianhe..” you said. “Eh?” a smile disappeared on his face. “I’m sorry.” you repeated. “For what?” he asked.
“For everything..” you said. “You don’t need to be sorry. Go and rest now.” he nodded you to go inside.
You slowly nodded as you finally entered the house. With that, JB left.
You let out a heavy sigh as you watched walked away throught your window. “I’m sorry if I can’t love you back..” you whispered.
You then look around your room and found a blade. You stared at it for a while as you sat at your bed. Just then, you put it down to the top of your desk as you get a paper and pen. You started writing something there.
Minutes later, you’re finally done as you fold the paper into 3. With that, you get the blade ince again as you position it near to your pulse.
“Goodbye..” was all you said before the blade touches your skin.
CHAPTER 35
Morning came. Myungsoo woke up next to Jiyeon. Jiyeon was still sleeping. He gently stroke her hair until the door slowly open.
He turned to look at the person, it was only JB. “Where’s Jooyeon?” he asked. Myungsoo shook his head, “Molla. I haven’t seen her in 2 days.” he explained.
“I thought she’s here.” JB whispered. “Did you already went to her house?” Myungsoo asked as JB nodded, “But no one opening the door.” JB replied.
“Eh?” Myungsoo gasped. *Where is she then?* he thought. “Can you please watch Jiyeon for me?” he asked JB.
“Mwo?” JB gasped. “I’ll try to look for Jooyeon.” with that, Myungsoo left. Not even letting JB protest.
---
“Jooyeon-ah are you there?! It’s me Myungsoo. Jooyeon-ah, open the door!” he called but it was only a silent. He started to nag the door hard and luckliy, it finally open but broke it.
He didn’t care about the door but about you. He rushed to you room but to his shocked, he found your dead body lying on your bed with blood running down from your wrist.
“Jooyeon-ah! Wake up! Yah! Don’t play a joke, will you?!” his tears started to fall from his eyes as he held your dead body. “Jooyeon-ah, wae?” he whispered.
Suddenly, a piece of paper on your desk caught his eyes. He reach it, still didn’t let you go. He slowly open the paper from it’s fold.
Dear Myungsoo, Jiyeon and JB,
I must be in heaven alredy when you were reading it. I know you were very shock on what I did but that’s life.
First, to Myungsoo. First of all, I want to confess to you. You know what? I love you. Nomu Saranghae. I know you’re shock right? Well.. That’s the truth. I already love you when the first time we met but I don’t think you notice it. When you said that you like my sister, to be honest, I don’t know how to react but I need to give you a smile to pretend that I’m happy but you didn’t know how much I was hurt everytime you talk about Jiyeon. The most painful part was you want ask me for help to court my sister. I don’t have any other choice but to say yes to you. Let’s just say, I couldn’t say no to you. Myungsoo-ah, be happy and please take care to my twin sister araseo? And please give my heart to Jiyeon.
Second, to my sister Jiyeon. Don’t let yourself down when you knew what happen to me araseo? So.. I hope you will still continue your life without me. I will miss you Jiyeon-ah.. take care and have a happy life with Myungsoo.
Lastly, to JB. ‘Gomawo’ that was the word I said to you last time. Thank you for making me smile, for giving me your love, for patiently waiting for my answer, for everything. You didn’t know how thankful I am when the times you’re always at my side. ‘Mianhe’ that was the last word I gave to you. I’m sorry for keeping you wait for me, sorry if I can’t love you back, sorry for everything. I was trying to forget Myungsoo but I can’t. I know you can feel that but still want to wait for me. You’re a special person of mine that I won’t forget forever. ‘Thank you’ and ‘sorry’ Im Jaebum.
PS: Goodbye and be happy :)
Another tear fall down to Myungsoo’s cheek. “Jooyeon-ah, why did you leave me,? Now that I’m already found my true feelins for you. Now that I'm ready to confess my love to you.. Wae?..” he whispered as he held you cold body tight.
It’s been a month since you and JB started to date yet you still didn’t give him your answer. JB on the other hand, understand your feelings and patiently waiting for you.
One Saturday night. As you and Jiyeon were watching TV, Jiyeon started to feel a hurt inside her chest. You lighly shook her shoulder, “You okay?” you asked.
“Get me a drink unnie, I feel weird. I can’t breath.” her expression was hard to explain. You rushed to the kitchen and get her a drink.
As you went back, you immediately handed it to her as she quickly took and drink it. “Feel better now?” you asked as you watched her drinking.
Jiyeon breath in and out, “Better.” she whispered as she handed the glass back to you.
You let out a sigh of relief, “That’s good to here.” you said as you took the glass and palced it back to the kitchen.
Jiyeon placed her hand to her chest, *What’s happening to me lately?* she deeply thought.
“You should go and rest now.” you said. You went back to Jiyeon. She look up as she nodded, “Uh-oh.. Goodnight unnie.”
“Goodnight.”
---
After that night, Jiyeon started to feel that feeling day by day. She slowly became thin but she didn’t even bothered.
You and JB continously dating each other and so did Myungsoo and Jiyeon. Myungsoo started to feel hurt everytime he saw you with JB. You on the other hand, trying to forget Myungsoo through dating JB.
One night, Myungsoo was lying on his bed deeply in thought. He was thinking about his real feelings towards you. He thought it one by one.
1. He’s happy when he’s with you.
2. He didn’t get bored when he’s with you unlike Jiyeon.
3. He loves to see your smile.
4. He felt comfortable with you.
5. You made his heart fluttered.
“That’s enough! I’ve finally know what I really feel towards her.” Myungsoo whispered as he grabbed his phone to make a phone call with you.
CHAPTER 32
“Yeoboseyo?” you picked up your phone when you heard it ringing. “Jooyeon-ah!” you heard Myungsoo shouted.
You take your phone away from your ear as you close your eyes because of the loud sound coming from it. You placed it back to your ear, “Yah! Kim Myungsoo, why are you shouting?! I can hear you okay..” you said.
“Uh.. Mianhe..” he apologized. “Okay, so why did you call all of a sudden?” you asked. “Um.. Let’s meet tomorrow at 7pm, at the park. I have something important to tell you.” he replied.
“Why don’t you tell it now?” you asked. “I can’t. No snap that, I don’t want to. I want to tell you personally.” he said.
“Okay then.” you said. “Okay. See you tomorrow. Bye and goodnight. Sweet dreams.” with that, he hang up.
You staredat you phone, raising an eyebrow. *Weird.*
---
Next day came. You still thinking on what will Myungsoo going to tell you. You couldn’t help but to have a deeply thought.
Jiyeon stared at you, blankly. “Unnie, gwenchana?” hse asked. You snapped out your thought and stared at her, “Uh-oh.. Ne, gwenchana.” you said.
When the clock stops at 6:30pm, you started to get ready and went to the park.
---
JB visit to your house to ask you to go out. “Uh.. Mianhe JB but unnie is not here. She said, she has something important to do.” Jiyeon said as he open the door for him.
“Uh-oh..” JB nodded in understanding. “Do you know what hour she will back?” JB asked once more. Jiyeon shook her head, “Sorry but no.” she replied with a low voice.
“Uh.. I should go now then.” JB said as Jiyeon weakly nodded. JB turned around to leave when he suddenly heard a gasped. He turned back and saw Jiyeon dropped on the floor holding her chest.
He rushed to her, “Gwenchana?” he asked. Jiyeon didn’t replied but fainted to his arms. “Jiyeon-ah, wake up. Wake up!” JB shook her.
---
“Why is he taking so long?” you whispered as you were waiting for Myungsoo to come.
You glance down to your watch, “It’s already 7:30 but he’s not here yet.” you whispered, a bit pissed.
Suddenly, you saw a familiar figure running towards you. You immediately stood up, “Yah! Why are you late? It’s already 7:30, you know that?! Can you just tell me now! I want to go home now!” you said to Myungsoo as he was trying to catch up his breath.
“Mianhe.” he whispered. “So what do you want to say?” you asked. “Um..” he started.
Suddenly, your phone rang that interrupt Myungsoo’s sentence. “Wait up!” you said as you pulled out your phone and answered it.
“Yoboseyo?” you said. Your expression becane down, “Mwo?!” your eyes widen in horror. “Okay. I’ll be ther in 10 minutes.” with that, you hang up.
“What’s going on?” Myungsoo asked, worried. “JB called me and he said, Jiyeon fainted. She’s in the hospital right now. I need to go.” you said.
“I’ll go with you.” he said. You nodded, “Let’s go. Palli!” you said as both you two rushed to the hospital.
CHAPTER 33
“Where is she?” you asked JB as you and Myungsoo arrived at the Hospital. “Inside.” JB nodded the way.
“What was the doctor said?” you asked once more. “The doctor still didn’t come out yet.” JB replied.
Just then, the doctor came out. You rushed to him as JB and Myungsoo followed. “Who’s Ms. Park guardian?” the doctor asked.
“I’m her sister.” you said. The doctor looked at you, “Yeah I can see.” he said when he saw a resemblance between the two of you.
“How’s my sister?” you snapped. “Uh yeah. About her condition, did she always feel a weird feeling inside her chest?” the doctor asked as you nodded.
“How long?” the doctor asked again. “It’s been a month since she started to feel it.” you replied.
The doctor let out a sigh, “Why didn’t she visit hospital immediately? Now, her condition started to get down.” the doctor said.
“What? Wait.. What her condition any way? Is she sick? Is it serious?” you asked continously. “Actually, she has heart disease. She’s been having this disease in the past 3 months.” the doctor said.
Your eyes widen in horror, “What? Heart disease? It has a cure right? Tell me doctor, she can survive right?” you asked. “I’m sorry but only a heart transplant can revive her.” with that, the doctor left.
Your legs became weak as you suddenly sat on the floor. Myungsoo and JB stooped down at you, “Jooyeon-ah..” Myungsoo whispered.
“Why her? She’s the only person in my life. Wae?” you whispered as your tears starting to fall from your eyes.
You stood up and rushed to Jiyeon’s room. You saw her silently sleeping on the bed. You sat to the chair next to her. Your tears didn’t stopped flowing through your cheeks.
“Jiyeon-ah..” you whispered. Myungsoo and JB looked at you, worried. JB was about to approach you but Myungsoo stopped him, “Let her be with her sister.” he said to JB. JB didn’t protest anymore as they went out from the room and wait outside.
Hours later, Myungsoo and JB went in. They saw you already sleeping while your head resting at the edge of the bed as Jiyeon still didn’t awake.
You felt a light tap to your shoulder. You slowly open your eyes abd saw Myungsoo and JB looking at you. “Go home now. I’ll take care of her.” Myungsoo said. You tiredly nodded.
“JB, please take her home.” Myungsoo said as JB nodded. With that, JB help you stood up as the two of you took the way to yoir way home.
CHAPTER 34
Another month had passed. You, Myungsoo and JB are busy taking care of Jiyeon and looking for a heart transplant.
Still, no heart available yet.
Still, Jiyeon was unconcious.
Still, tears didn’t stop flowing down to your cheeks day by day.
One day, you visited Jiyeon to the hospital with some fruits with you. Right after you open the door, a sight of Myungsoo feeding Jiyeon was the first scene you saw.
You could see a smile on your sister’s face. You let out as sigh as yous lowly closed the door, didn’t want to interrupt them.
Instead you sat at the waiting chair outside the room until you fall asleep.
Suddenly, you felt someone gently shook you. You slowly open your eyes and saw a sight of JB’s face. “Uh.. JB.” you whispered.
“What are you doing here outside?” he asked he sat next to you. “Uh-oh..” you lowered your head, “I don’t want to disturb them.” you whispered.
He let out a sigh, “You look tired. Cone on, I’ll take you home.” he said. You slowly nodded, “I’ll check her room furst. Wait here.” you said.
JB nodded as you headed to the room. Jiyeon was already fall asleep as Myungsoo was sadly staring at her while stroking her hair.
You then closed the door again and take your way to JB. “Let’s go.” you said. JB followed you.
---
Both you and JB take a bus to your way home. It was a silent the whole ride.
When the bus suddenly stopped on your hometown, you two get off from the bus and started to walked to your way home.
---
“Are you sure you okay?” JB worriedly asked. You slowly nodded. JB showed you a small smile, “I should go now.” he turned around and was about to leave when you suddenly called him.
“JB-ah!” you called. He stopped and turned back to you, “Gomawo.” you said. He smiled, “You know that I will do anything for you.” he said.
“Mianhe..” you said. “Eh?” a smile disappeared on his face. “I’m sorry.” you repeated. “For what?” he asked.
“For everything..” you said. “You don’t need to be sorry. Go and rest now.” he nodded you to go inside.
You slowly nodded as you finally entered the house. With that, JB left.
You let out a heavy sigh as you watched walked away throught your window. “I’m sorry if I can’t love you back..” you whispered.
You then look around your room and found a blade. You stared at it for a while as you sat at your bed. Just then, you put it down to the top of your desk as you get a paper and pen. You started writing something there.
Minutes later, you’re finally done as you fold the paper into 3. With that, you get the blade ince again as you position it near to your pulse.
“Goodbye..” was all you said before the blade touches your skin.
CHAPTER 35
Morning came. Myungsoo woke up next to Jiyeon. Jiyeon was still sleeping. He gently stroke her hair until the door slowly open.
He turned to look at the person, it was only JB. “Where’s Jooyeon?” he asked. Myungsoo shook his head, “Molla. I haven’t seen her in 2 days.” he explained.
“I thought she’s here.” JB whispered. “Did you already went to her house?” Myungsoo asked as JB nodded, “But no one opening the door.” JB replied.
“Eh?” Myungsoo gasped. *Where is she then?* he thought. “Can you please watch Jiyeon for me?” he asked JB.
“Mwo?” JB gasped. “I’ll try to look for Jooyeon.” with that, Myungsoo left. Not even letting JB protest.
---
“Jooyeon-ah are you there?! It’s me Myungsoo. Jooyeon-ah, open the door!” he called but it was only a silent. He started to nag the door hard and luckliy, it finally open but broke it.
He didn’t care about the door but about you. He rushed to you room but to his shocked, he found your dead body lying on your bed with blood running down from your wrist.
“Jooyeon-ah! Wake up! Yah! Don’t play a joke, will you?!” his tears started to fall from his eyes as he held your dead body. “Jooyeon-ah, wae?” he whispered.
Suddenly, a piece of paper on your desk caught his eyes. He reach it, still didn’t let you go. He slowly open the paper from it’s fold.
Dear Myungsoo, Jiyeon and JB,
I must be in heaven alredy when you were reading it. I know you were very shock on what I did but that’s life.
First, to Myungsoo. First of all, I want to confess to you. You know what? I love you. Nomu Saranghae. I know you’re shock right? Well.. That’s the truth. I already love you when the first time we met but I don’t think you notice it. When you said that you like my sister, to be honest, I don’t know how to react but I need to give you a smile to pretend that I’m happy but you didn’t know how much I was hurt everytime you talk about Jiyeon. The most painful part was you want ask me for help to court my sister. I don’t have any other choice but to say yes to you. Let’s just say, I couldn’t say no to you. Myungsoo-ah, be happy and please take care to my twin sister araseo? And please give my heart to Jiyeon.
Second, to my sister Jiyeon. Don’t let yourself down when you knew what happen to me araseo? So.. I hope you will still continue your life without me. I will miss you Jiyeon-ah.. take care and have a happy life with Myungsoo.
Lastly, to JB. ‘Gomawo’ that was the word I said to you last time. Thank you for making me smile, for giving me your love, for patiently waiting for my answer, for everything. You didn’t know how thankful I am when the times you’re always at my side. ‘Mianhe’ that was the last word I gave to you. I’m sorry for keeping you wait for me, sorry if I can’t love you back, sorry for everything. I was trying to forget Myungsoo but I can’t. I know you can feel that but still want to wait for me. You’re a special person of mine that I won’t forget forever. ‘Thank you’ and ‘sorry’ Im Jaebum.
PS: Goodbye and be happy :)
Another tear fall down to Myungsoo’s cheek. “Jooyeon-ah, why did you leave me,? Now that I’m already found my true feelins for you. Now that I'm ready to confess my love to you.. Wae?..” he whispered as he held you cold body tight.
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